Fading Tide
I am too accustomed to
drowning above sea level
Gasping in a flood of forgotten memories
When you give yourself to a whirlpool
the strokes of her fingers won't wash away
Gasping in a flood of forgotten memories
When you give yourself to a whirlpool
the strokes of her fingers won't wash away
When you kiss a tsunami
Spend a night
pressed against a blushing ocean
pressed against a blushing ocean
The blue
you don’t fall for
But into
You'll take razors to her waves
And
snort her foam like cocaine
Like
swallowing syllables
Like
inhaling a song
Belugas
singing operatic lullabies
Whales
do not have gills
Which is
to say
They do
not breathe under water
Which is
to say
They
live half drowning
Feeding
off a universe they were not built to inhabit
The
sting of saltwater across their lungs
She was crinkled toes
The misplaced habitat
And you were an orca in the closet
she wasn't going back inside
You loved her more than breathing
More than the dresses you hid the gay under
You gave her the parts they told you only belonged to men
Tasted your mother's trembles on her lips
She was crinkled toes
The misplaced habitat
And you were an orca in the closet
she wasn't going back inside
You loved her more than breathing
More than the dresses you hid the gay under
You gave her the parts they told you only belonged to men
Tasted your mother's trembles on her lips
I’ve
never loved someone for their convenience
Someone who could deliver all of themselves
So I
chase tidal waves
Let them
step on me
because
their footprint is a larger stamp of passion
than any
second date
Have you
ever suffocated above water?
Would
you dive into acid
Because
it’s the pool big enough to swallow you
Because
it’s the only body that can cradle yours
Because
the air you can breathe tastes like arsenic
Like
cracked veins
Like
open wound apologies
The
stabbing empty?
I am too
accustomed to drowning above sea level
Transplanting
my heart into the fading tide
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